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PMS + Mecury turning retro + no money + my own company + slightly worrying doctors visit yesterday = my moods being off the chart today. As long as I keep myself occupied with books and movies I don’t melt down –  too much. Listening to JTB for the first time in a while. Makes sense again. I guess 2 weeks of awesome positivity was always going to be followed by a low. I’ll be fine again tomorrow I’m sure, it’s not heartache, but it feels like my heart is about to explode for a million different reasons that are currently trapped in my chest.

Further North has always been incredibly comforting to me…

The road tonight is cold with ice and no cars pass by.
Thank god for no phone call.
Just snow and a fire.
December endings and since you sent me things, I just feel further north.
This year took ten years to tell me that I’m alone again.
Everything here’s about to break.
I’m one inch from all that I can take,
and it’s beautiful and sad, but it’s all that I have.
So tonight, let’s stay inside.
I’ll be the husband with a book for a bride.
Tonight, let’s stay inside.
I could play guitar.
I’ve got so many songs that you never heard,
and they weren’t about you.
I won’t change a word just because you’re gone.
The trees creak with arthritic arms.
Brittle in their powdered bark.
Blue moon light, I can’t cry right, but I miss you tonight.
Everything here’s about to break.
I’m one inch from more than I can take,
and it’s beautiful and sad, but it’s all that I have.
So tonight, I’ll stay inside.
There are things that I’d like to try with you, but I stay inside.
Tonight, I’ll stay inside.
I could play guitar.

Here’s to a rainy sunday.

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By Kim

Books and bands and movies and TV and booze, mostly.

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